spring break

cant believe its already tuesday of spring break.

my plan was to do nothing but study...but it already failed yesterday :/
i seriously need to step it up and quit lagging cos its only gonna hurt myself.
fuck i know that like i understand that concept veryveryvery welll but i just cant seem to stick to my plan and put it in action. easier said than done describes this situation perfectly.

so yesterday, studied three hours of bio. i swear my head is gettting bigger and bibggger by the moment. then went to mcdonalds with jeremy and jared to get some sweet tea which then turned out into 7 hour adventure consisting of hockey at chino, taco bell, and just chilln. even tho we didnt have anything to do, it was refreshing and i def. needed some new air. but 7 hours, wowzers. hhaha

well, me and mel have talked about this countless times, but we are always in this situation right before a dance, in need of dates :( prom dates :((
i really want to go this year because i have a hunch that next years not gonna be so goood. and idk i just want to go! but if nothing works out, i rather stay home and use that weekend to study which i really neeed to do.
boys are so freakn stupid sometimes....!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY WANT TO WATCH : LAST SONG, REMEBER ME, DEAR JOHN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this morning went with felicia to school to help paint prom posters...the colors are so pretty! and the themes so cute! (:
i cant believe proms so freakn expensive!!! ahhhhhhhh

i like people who acutally make an effort to reconnect with old friends, shows that they still care(:

i have so much things on my mind right now. as well as lastnight, which i couldnt sleep at all. i hate what this is doing to me! im getting so distracted...for...nothing probably. :/

and captians stuff. omfg shootme, i dont even know anymore...not good.