everything happens for a reason.

so it's been foreverever since i posted.
im not so good at keeeping track and writing everyday, thats why i gave up on journals and diaries, i got my brain to remeber things. ahaha
but every now and then, i feel like sharing and letting it all out!

so 2 more weeks of summer school! YAY!
im taking src, digital pohtoshop, then cheer. 7:30-4:30. FML.
src is required, photoshop for computer credits, an cheer is a must.
but the thing is, i really wish that some friends were in src and phtoshop woth me,
the classes are super chilll but its boring without anyone to talk to and i get so lonely ;(
but in src i met these new seniors and they are nerds, but i fit right in. ahaha
JONATHAN IS SO CUTE&INNOCENT! ahahaha
and in photshop i met new sophies and they make fun of me 24/7 !
and thats where i got introduced to kitty cannon and boxhead! ahaha
kasem think hes strong, but i know his weak spot!(;
i thought this class would be hella easy, but boy was i wrong
we have so mant projects do, and my partners john, and wtf am i gonna do!
but all in all, i like going to summerschool, it's qute fun now, with new friends, ahaha.
i rather do that then stay at home.
got nothing else to do. BUT I HATE WAKING UP IN THE FUCKN MORNING. fuuudgecakes!

cheercheercheer.
what can i say. everrything happens for a reason, right?
i love cheer, but now i feel the returners pain,
OMFGMFGOMFG ITS SO BORING LEARNING THE CHEERS!
mels next to me and i do the randomest things. ahaha
but thank God we already know them all
i remeber last year everyone was like freeeeeaking out about testing!

the newbies this year are...new. ahaha
althought alot of them have been in cowboys cheer, i think we all need to impove in many areas so lets not get cocky here.
idkay, everything feels the same, except with differnt people but im thankful to have jess and parvine with me cos i wouldnt have done it without them
so we've learned the camp cheer by gurvy, and i like it!
its harsh that some cant do the dance, but hey, learn from your mistakes.
in stunting, everyones doing really welll, my stunt group is the weakest but thats only cos everyones new. so be patient and get the basics down first.
WTF FRIDAY PRACTISE 7-930AM. out of your mind! i need to sleep!
&& im exxcited for the bonding party this friday. hope we get closer!

in other news, mj's memorial was so sad! i got chillls.

and as i said many times, nothing ever works out for me. its quite sad, but im being patient, and just waiting for whatever to come.
but come quickly cos junior years coming and im dteremined to be a nerd all the way.
but you should know, if we dont have chemistry, then we're not gonna work out!
right now, i like to play around and have fun!(;
im telling you guys and reminding myslef, my instincts are right! better as friends.
so at the same time protecting myself, im doing both of us a favor.
friends, it is.


and btw i hate making the first moves&one word replies.
remeber that for future reference(;

SO EXCITED FOR HARRRY POTTTTTTTER<3333333333
i want to watch i love you bbeth cooper too!

DADS GONNA BE GONE NEXT WEEK FOR A MONTH.
SO IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
:DDDDDDDDDDD