break's too short

first day back from break....
so tiring in my classes :(
and tmrw's block. i hate block. fuck block.

i cant believe we have apush test already not that i study much anyways. but still, the mental stress. ahaah.

im just happy people noticed my brace free teeth(:
ahaha jazzyln's so cute.

CREST CLEAR WHITESTRIPS! THEY ARE WORKING! :DDDDD
hello pearl whites, hehe(:

its good seeing everyone again, but i hate the usuall loads of hw and upcoming test& finals >:(

so right afterschool, i was so tired, took like 4 hours of nap. felt so bomb(:
and procrastinated hw untill now. fuuuuudge i should really really reallly get rid of this bad habit.

i love english discussions. i love english when we dont have to write, and only have open discussions. :D
mr. kim's a werid one. ha ha ha
and cheer was fuckn pointless/waste of time.

so i have good news and bad news.
good news: 4 DAY WEEKEND MOTHERFUCKERPIECEOFSHITHELLYEAH :D
bad news: thats only after the 2 grueling days of finals next week... :/

and it kinda irritated me today after reading this one article about how this mexican immigrant has worked hard to earn full scholarship to harvard.
yeah it was touching and motivating how he worked so hard, educated with IB diploma and worked sidejobs to help his family, but still, maybe im shallow and selfish, but it seems still unfair to me because i think that if an asian kid with same situation and circumstances as that kid and applied for harvard, they would not have gotten in with the full ride. maybe. yeah he finished IB and graduated top of his class, but look at his school, its some ghetto school with other mexicnas no offense, but if some of us went to that school with the drive that we have now, we would be top dog too. its jsut sucks having to go to such a good high school such as walnut because we are comparing oursleves with other nerdy asians and our chances are so slim, unlike kids in nogales for example. and our ethnicity. it sucks. its not my fault im asian. it seems that other ethnicities such as mexicans can work with like half of my drive and motviation and hard work and can still get in a better college than me.
i dont care if others think my comment is prejudice or overanalyzing or just complaining about life. but it just seems to me that this is what's really going on these days....


studytime.