YAY ME; BRACE FREEEEEEEE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
FINALLY. OMFG. about time, 5 years, shiiiiiit.
now im waiting to get them whitened(:
I CANT BELIEVE SCHOOOLS TMRW. OMFG :(
this is prolly the FIRST time ever i hate going back to school sososososoossoososoooo much.
idk, its like i have this monster inside of me, protesting against the end of break ;(
i really dont want to go back, go back to all the shitloads of insane work, tests and all the stressss from everything. i cant describe it, but its just so stresssful worrrying about grades. they determine our futures, just a couple of numbers and letters....
im really starting to doubt everything, if all these shit im puttting myself through is really worth it.
yeah, everyone's goal is a good college, but is it really worth putting myself through this amount of stress and uncomfort ? what if the world really does end in 2012, then i would have wasted my life....
and also, what's really the point of taking all these AP and advanced classes, are they really going to matter to me in life?! they are all jsut for college references, but what if i dont get into a decent college? (KNOCK ON WOOD) then my years of highschool would be totall wasted. fuck. then what am i going to do?
and idk how im gonna survive the school times, my sleep patterns have been so jacked up. i've beeen sleeping at like 3/4 ish and waking up supersupersuper late. ;/
fuck. and i didnt stduy for finals like i planned ;(((((((((
gooodbye break; hello stresss :(
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