eve of new year eve.

cant believe one more day till 2009 is over. wowowowowow this year has gone by prettty quickly. i can still remeber the first days of 2009...
my parents tell me all the time to use my time wisely because time goes by really quickly, but i never really took that into consideration because i always thought a year is pretty long...but looking back, its gonna be 2010 already. ohmygoodnesss ;(
i tried to stick to 2009 new years resolutions but idk if i sticked to any of them for the whole year. prolly not ;/

regardless, here's my 2010 new year resolutions:
1. have goo time management skills
2. have self control
3. have confidence in myself.

i have alot more, but these 3 are the most importnat, rest is like common sense...

i think 2010 is gonna be a hard year, the begining is the rest of junior year, the hardest and most important, and then second part of the year is gonna be SATs and college apps. fuckfuckfuck.

i hope and pray that everything goes smoothly...


speaking of time management, i really need to start on bio. damn 8 chapters?! thats harsh/cruel/inhumane/ridonkulus/insane!!!!!!! ;( FOLFOLFOLFOL.

and im super scared for finals, PRAY FOR ME!!!!! trust, i neeed it.

welll lately, i finished let's go watch meteor garden, the main guy isfreaaakn hot(:
but the whole thing overalll was too dragggggy, wtf and the ending was such a big disspointment.
i get it, they want to make a cliffhanger for the sequel, but that waas tooo much!
i hate tragic memory losesss.. ;(

and autumn's concerto is freakn wonderful. i love it even tho its freakn ongoing...i hate waiting!
this movie's so touching, i cried like a baby.
maybe its just me, im too emotional, but whenever someone cries, i start tearing up.
if this doesnt end happily, i will kill someone. my eyes runing out of tears!!!!
&the litttle boy's adorable!! and vaness looks so much better than in meteor garden!!(:

i wish break was longer. i loveeee this break. dont want to go backkk to work! ;(

this new year, idk if anythings gonna be different, who knows, life's full of surprises. i guess i'll just go with the flow.

i cant believe im gonna graduate sooon. one more year to go. wow. knowing how short one year really is, scares me. i dont want to graduate, but i want to get out of here.
i really want to be independent, start my own life, meet new people and have new experiences. i wonder how we'lll all turn out. cant wait for the 10 year reunion!

on top of everything, im sick. :/ i rarely get sick, but my sister got me. damn
i hate being sick. i feeel so lazy and cant sleep cos my nose is so stufffy! ughhhh

okiedokes, bio time :(

&happy birthday dad(: