happpy chinese new year!
happy valentines day!
happy single awareness day!
woke up really late today. last night watched the annual chinese new year show with the family. its really one of the things i look forward to on chinese new years, besides the $$ and food(:
went to costco, bought snacks and pizza! :D
my day wasnt so exciting but its chill and i like it this way.
although i still have bio and hw always in the back of my head, like heavy weights on my shoulder :(
i hate whenever my paretns talk to me about my future and SAT and grades and collgeges. they are so annoying nad just dont get it. omfg, i thought about my plans and i know what i need to do so just back offf! geeeez. they swear like im going to end up mowing lawns for the rest of my life...fuckers.
and i hate it when they compare me with other people. just stfu.
ironically, their annoyingass lectures gives me more motivation to go to a good and far college and get the fuck out of the house...
thankGod for 3day weekend. i needed this!!!
damn, february is almost half over. ohhmyyyy times goes fast. i cant believe we are going to be seniors next year, it all seems so far away.
today i think i realized something, i really need to stop wasting time and creating scenarios in my head that will never happen in reality and the more i do, the more i curse myself and the chance of the event actually occuring :/dammit
i hate how im sick and this weird weather and bio hw and how i look like crap and not exercising and pathetic workouts and meaningless days wasted by doing aboslutly nothing and shitloads of homework and stress from classes and pointless days jsut passing by.
my mom is too passive, she promised my sister a iphone for her 12th bday. WTF even i dont have one, why does she get one. wtf mom are you out of your mind. i swear, sometimes i jsut want to....UGH
today is a sad and disspointing day b/cos...autumn's concerto isnt on! :( dammmit!!!!!!!!
so me and mel dont have a valentine today, or ever..ahah how sad :( but i really think the problem is us, not them. we are too picky and have high expectattions blocking out other potentials.
mel, open your heart! ahahahahahhaahahaaa
i wish something good happens sprawns out of all these nonchalant days.
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