!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i realized im so stupid :/ i shoulda started studying earlier.
i hate procrastinating cos it only hurts me and me only.
i hate junior year, its so stressful :(

so mel and mindy came to chill today. watched DCC(; SO MOTIVATIONAL!
ohmy. then some youtubing, and then cheer meeting
SO. MANY. ****** AND RANDOMASS PEOPLE!
im reallyreallyreally anxious to see what next year's squads gonna be like.

i really thought it was super cute when everyone of us brought our mamas today. they can be bestfreinds just like us(: but then, my mom would start talking to other parents...uh oh.

well honestly, im supersupersupersuper scared of tryouts. cant beleive its THIS MONTH! omhyGod the thought of that makes me shiver and tense up.

you just never feel the same until you actually experinced what we've gone through. fuck i dont know what will happen if something goes wrong.
even if i do make it, i think i'll cry with tears of joy.

i cant believe its last tryout for all of us. it seems like its jsut yesterday that we decided to tryout for cheer for the first time. i still reemebre jsut sitting there watching all these girls older than me having such as good time and wonder how am i ever going to fit in?
wow, time has come and go so fast...



one, youre like a dream come true
two, just wanna be with you
three, boy its plain to see
that youre the only one for me
and four, repeat steps one through three
five, make you fall in love with me
if ever i believe my work is done
then i'll start back at one
(: